Back to our regular scheduled programming…

Let me start by saying that beyond any shadow of a doubt, I hate change. But I love patterns. Mind you its impossible to make out the patterns in day to day life without first observing the changes. So I must compromise and just make peace with my feelings and change and accept that without it the patterns don’t present themselves.

Take for example the work I’m doing out here in Singapore. I’ve had the pleasure of meeting and living with some amazing individuals. Trouble is people are the most profound vessels and catalysts of change, I’d love to think that I stay the same, but that’d just be ignorant…..and I aboslutely abhor ignorance.

People come and go here all the time. First they’re who they think they need to be, then they slowly relax and settles in to who they actually are. I love watching this transition. In fact thats one of my favourite things I’ve learnt out here. To just sit and watch people reveal themselves. Its no secret I just don’t really talk to new people, I don’t like the “just got here” facade. Its borderline annoying.

But don’t get me wrong I love people. Just in certain doses. I guess thats selfish and damn near contradictory to the fact that I’m a musician and stuff, but I’m still just me.

Hold up….there’s a knock at my door.
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Oh great, we’re doing Secret Santa…I really don’t like Christmas. Its not what it should but thats just a whole ‘nother post I guess. But I compromised and picked a name. Joy.

….moving on. I really can’t wait to be home. Just to reflect and really look at what I’m meant to take away from this whole experience. I already feel the changes in me, the growth in my artistry, my desire and passion to achieve and succeed has only intensified.

But for now. I wait and try to enjoy the changes.

Peace,Love & honest truths…the best kind.

TehN Diamond