The Daily Dose x Dimple & A Grin
Looking at this pic, take on Friday night and myself and @DannyThatGuy’s offical #MidcemeberInZim #KEGsesh . . . which ironically enough took place at O’Hagans . . . because The KEG is closed for renovations and as it turns out we weren’t the KEGulars we thought we were.
But that’s a story for another day.
In any case, the photo reminded me that you know what . . . I am happy . . . in some special way, with my eyes at rest and my mind at ease I’m still the happiest in my dreams.
It reminded me that I am capable and that all I need do is open my eyes and create my own reality.
Big S/O to my homegirl @ChelleSexy who snapped this awesome candid.
Indeed, “This too shall pass.”
Peace, Love & Papaya juice . . .
Tehn
#SOTGtv x 2/001
Every two weeks I’ll be putting out daily episodes of #SOTGtv. Its a way for me to give you a window in my life and the people I have around me. I hope you enjoy it. Sometimes it’ll be informative, other times funny and most times just straight up silly.
Here’s Season 1. if you missed it.
The Daily Dose x #DoBerra
Its the middle of the year.
We’re a full 6 months in and we got another 6 to go.
That information makes me sick to my stomach. I kinda don’t like 2011 much anymore. But its not you, its me, see cos’ I’m fucking it up all by damn self.
I haven’t dropped new music in ages and that makes me sick. #DoBerra
I am STILL smoking. I quit for like 2 months and as soon life got even remotely challenging, I let myself buckle and I went at it again. #DoBerra
I am STILL living at home and I hate it, I feel like less than nothing. I shoulda been progressed by now. But I’m not being focused or pro-active. I’m acting like a child, when its time to grow the hell on up. I’m gonna be a “Grown Up Kid” forever and ever . . . but certain areas of my life need upgrading and fast. #DoBerra
I lost a good woman over the weekend for the simple fact, that I’m not a version of myself worthy of a good woman’s time right now. I had to learn this the hard way of course, so I guess I’m writing this post cos’ I wanna be ashamed to bump into any one of you if I’m still stuck on stupid. #DoBerra
So do me a favour yeah, if you see me straying from “The Pursuit Of Amazing” and just growth as an ACTUAL human being . . . just say straight up “Tehn, do berra!”
1. i’ll be happy if i can move outta home b4 the end of this year
2. if i can quit smoking & get back into shape
3. if i can keep my new relationship together thru wateva is about to change in my life
4. if i can successfully pull off the show im planning for december
5. and if i can be nominafted for a video award
That’s my Happy-List. Its short and sweet. I’m tryna not frame things as failure and success . . . but as unhappiness and happiness. See, I fear two things . . . failure and loneliness, so me framing things as win/lose is no good for me. I’m over ambitious and losing feels like dying to me. So that’s all I wanna do, be happy and chase that and not success . . . and over the next 6 months those five things are gonna make me happy.
I really don’t know if this post has been an over share or not, either way I’m cool . . . if you follow me on twitter, you’ll know that I’m just open like that.
Anyway, im done now. Bye.
Peace, Love & Patience.
Tehn
