The Daily Dose: Jaded…I Guess.

“We say we waste time, but that is impossible. We waste ourselves.”

So last night was yet another Woo Night, naturally I shoulda been happy. But as per usual, for some reason, I was in a funk. Don’t even ask me why, because I don’t know.

I do know however that it actually was a great night, personally I know I was dead on stage. At least for the first two sets, my chest was hurting and my throat was sore…I just couldn’t keep up or really put out the energy that I know is required of me for a Woo Night.

I could barely even keep to the basics (Smile,Wave,Sing) – but it came right in the third set, thanks to a splash of Whiskey here and there. Sad, but ultimately true.

I really wanna quit both drinking and smoking. They’ve been trusty vices up and until now, but I just don’t need them in my life anymore. For the first time I felt like I needed more air in my lungs and I already know that I hate the lack of clarity that comes with drinking. I guess its just hard in the environment, but thats no excuse…its about discipline and focus.

I’ll figure this shit out, not to worry.

Peace,Love & lavender leaves on ya tongue (wtf!)…

Tehn.

P.S. Saw massive mammaries last night. Met a dude who works on The Amazing Race. Woke up in my jeans this morning. No more ALCOHOL !!!