Where to look next…
So I haven’t written anything to completion in at least 4 weeks now. And I’m talking songs not blogs, I can’t seem to figure out if its just that I’m not feeling inspired or that I have nothing to say.
And on top of that my sleep pattern is all weird again, I dunno why but I’m feeling upside down lately. May just be latent doubt seeping out my ego.
Whatever the case may be I need to absolutely shake this monkey off my back. I don’t like not being creative and I loathe waiting for inspiration, I think over the next week I’m just gonna go back to forcing myself to just write wateva and follow where the randomness takes me. Always a good exercise for me when I’m tryna find my truest voice of the moment….
MIND YOU,
…..I may come out of my little soul-searching phase a slightly different artist.
SO BE IT THEN,
Considering how I’m performing so much over here, this may just be a period in my development where the performance part of me needs the bulk of my focus. Hard to do without actually watching myself more.
Hmmm….im gonna start getting more video of my shows
….would BE AWESOME to get a better picture of who I am on stage.
Yea when the right idea and the right beat present themselves to me, I’m sure the inspiration will flow. For now I guess I just keep searching….
There I feel a heap better.
Peace, Love & a pull-up dryper….
TehN Diamond

