Cold Perfection

This is something I’ve been working on for a while now…its been a mental note to self for a minute.

Upon reflection I realise even more than b4 that Im a dickhead. Not so much now as before…circa 2006. But still once u’ve been something you always will.

But in order to attain perfection we must keep pushing…while looking back to assess and reassess ourselves and those who are extensions of ourselves.

Today I looked back and realise the dick in me. In fact I didnt just decide to look back…by the good grace’s of all things bigger than you and I…I was afforded the opportunity to look back. Im grateful.

Not proud of it. But glad I know it. It gives me options. Be the dickhead or be the other guy. Choice is nice. Its freeing.

So now my attitude is move in the one direction….thats faster and farther….to seek perfection….EVEN if it breeds imperfection….AND THAT RIGHT THERE IS COLD PERFECTION.

I’m only tryna be human and for some reason that takes time.

Peace,LOve & Perfection….of teh cold variety.

TehN